okay i think it’s about time i reflect. i’m happy. incredibly happy when i’m around him, how cheesy i know but i can’t help but smile, ugh this is too much for me but yeah basically he makes me incredibly happy :-)
“So if people ever look down upon you for crying for fictional characters, you should give them a gentle, pitying look and feel bad for them. If they’ve never cried for a fictional character, then they’ve never loved one (and what a joy that is). If they’ve never cried at a book, a movie, a piece of music, then they’ve missed one of the great pleasures life has to offer. Just because fiction does not contain things that are real doesn’t mean it doesn’t contain truth, and we find it through the alchemy of our tears.”—Cassandra Clare (via chasingneverland)
i just want to cry because i haven’t in a while and i know when it’ll hit me i’ll cry over every bad thing that’s happened over the past few months including the reason i started in the first place, if that makes sense? but yeah i just want to bawl my eyes out and be hugged.